Hurt

My heart pines for you.. Is it suppose to hurt so much? Why am I so emotional about.. It's like a dam broke and the hurt keeps flowing in.. How much more can I take?

Staying Faithfully

This period of hurt and torment made me reflect on the deeper meaning of being faithfully to someone in the relationship. It's common thinking that being faithful means to be with one person. Maybe it's more than that.. Total faithfulness demands us to go beyond that.. It demands us be stay truth to our commitments no matter how weary the journey. If one substitute the relationship with another 'calling', is that staying true the relationship?

God, in Jesus, show us really what commitment is. I pray that I have the strength to continue to be totally faithfully to thought, word and deed in this time of doubt..

Questions And Answers

This has been the toughest period in my life.. So much uncertainty and doubts.. Deep down I know it's all part of God's plan.. And because He's perfect, His plan is perfect. Although I don't like this part of His plan, I know it will make me stronger. :)

Many nights were spent praying and listening.. Although I'm troubled, I felt such calmness coming upon me.. My guardian angel and my patron saint must be working over time!

Yes, Lord, your servant is listening..