New quote:
"It is our choices... that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities." -- J. K. Rowling

You are such a gift in my life..
It's as if God pluck you from the high heavens and send you to me..
I don't care what pple say..
What's true for me is I'm totally in awe of your stand in my life..

You demanded the best in me..
And yet when I fail you, you still stood for me..
I think the word to describe you is an angel..
I love you..

53 Days

You sent me this yesterday:

Today, i can smile, i can laugh..
Faced with difficulties n frustrations,
i can feel comfort...
Feelings of tiredness r often but yet i can rest in ya arms n feel safe...
My heart is alive,
its beating n opened again.
I'm human again,
a woman again with the ability to receive love n to love...
All becos u believe in me and cos you love me.
Honey... Thank u.

54 Days

You sent me this today:

I miss you..
Which, if u join the dots.
wld imply tt im thinking of u.
And again if u join the dots another time,
u'll know tt imples tt i love you..

60 Days

So many times today I thought about you,
What you were doing,
So many times I glance at the phone,
Resisting the urge to call you,
Cos I know you have to be focus on your work.

I will walk at your pace,
What was your intention, you asked me,
Just to grow with you, I replied,
Cos deep inside me, my heart yearns for you.
Cos I love you.

Last Effective Working Day

Today is my last effective working day in Ah Kong's Company. Cleared up most of the outstanding stuff.. I have only 3 more working days! Just enough time to do the necessary clearance.. I think I will be bored by the time I start work at my new place! Ha ha..

61 Days

I feel blessed that I got a glimpse of what's behind that diamond wall of your heart,
A wall forged from the hottest of flames,
And now you building that wall again.

I yearn to reach out to you,
To hug you tight,
To hold you in my arms.

63 Days

Last night you almost collapsed in my arms,
I saw you stretching beyond your limit,
How can I push you even more?

The only way for the r/s to work is for me to be a senior now,
Yes, I want you to win.
I have no methods, except trusting my heart.

Today's your 'need for space' day,
I guess you need a breather to find yourself.
As usual, I will be outside of the cave waiting for you.

Parting From Comfort Zone

Yesterday evening, I took some big risk. Typed out my resignation notice, sign it and left it on my boss's table. Did that even though there was no confirmation offer letter from my new employers. I just took a leap. Just got a call today about the confirmation letter. Everything is order. Can't help but feel excited about the future!

64 Days

First time with you in church,
Your presence beside me,
So peaceful, so blessed I felt.

Your soothing singing,
The passion in your voice,
I hear it all.

I wonder how it would be,
Just the two of us,
And the path of Life ahead of us.

Now that you decided,
Your fragile heart in my hands,
And mine in yours.

65 Days

You sent me this today:

Talking to you..
Is like a rainbow amidst a storm, an oasis in a dessert..
Is like air that i breathe, simple n life-giving.
From the minute i made my stand to say i want this,
i've allowed myself to fell in love with u.
No more resisting, no more hesitation.
Take care of this fragile heart of mine.
Take care of it to the best that u can n i on my part hv this same intention with your heart.
Smile..

On Sunday..
As you lie on my lap,
I could feel your soft breathing,
You were so tired..
Can never forget your scent..
That fruity flowery scent..

Outside your house,
I opened my heart,
Totally risking like never before,
Totally honest and scared,
Only one reason why I did it,
Only one reason is cos I love you.

Love, a feeling that goes against reason,
Against logic, against how the world is,
I don't care!
Cos what is real for me is loving you.

67 Days

Sent you this yesterday..

In the midst of a busy buzzing day,
your message, your voice
allows me a breather..
In that stillness of the moments,
your presence gives me strength..

Ah Kong's Company No More

I'm finally leaving my comfort zone. Going back to where I started. I have come a full circle. It's sad to leave but it's time.. No more bug warrior, I will be riding on the edge of health care!

New quote:
"It is not enough to aim; you must hit." --Italian Proverb

72 Days

I sat there while you toiled on,
How can I not do something about it?
How can just watch you stretch when I don't?
Heh, in truth I enjoyed myself,
Your animated gestures and expressions,
Your laughter, that sparkle in your eyes.
When I see all that,
How can I be bored?

74 Days

Last night, you asked me what I will blog about,
I told you, I will blog about you,
About how I feel His Presence when I'm in your space.
Your smile left me glowing,
Your laughter continue to ring my ears.

I like it when you are lying in my arms, resting..
Cos you are just so tired,
Thank you for being real in my space.
Thank you for allowing me to be real in your space.
Thank you for being the gift you are in my Life.

75 Days

I made my stand again today..
There's someone else whom I care for more..
Someone who supported me when my energy is sap..
I'm thankful for that 'someone'.

76 Days

Caught Spiderman 3 with her last night.
Could see she was so tired and need to lean on to something.
I decided to lay her head on my shoulders..
It felt good when she did that..
Her hair against my cheeks..
The scent of her shampoo..
It was nice..

You asked me what I'm think about..
I said I couldn't say..
And you immediately understood.
I was thinking about you.
About last evening when I was at Mass and you were singing..
About how I prayed for strength and wisdom in our relationship.
I asked for His Blessing, and to watch over us..

New quote:
"Success in almost any field depends more on energy and drive than it does on intelligence. This explains why we have so many stupid leaders." -- Sloan Wilson

79 Days

You made your stand cos I slipped,
it's time for me to set the standard.
Going to turn my feelings away from you.
Not that I don't have feelings.
But as senior,
I have to be impartial, clear and come from a clean space.
Whatever it takes for you to win!

You blew me away with your actions tonight..
That smile, the hugs that I needed so much,
The scent and touch of your hair,
your tears, your honesty
your vulnerability,
your love.

You are beautiful in my eyes,
I love you.
Thank you

I just heard a song on Class. The words just hit me again and again. "I finally found someone.." Soppy stuff but that what I feel now.. Feelings I have to hold in my heart. I guess that makes it even more special and precious.

81 Days to go!

This is it like my first email to you that I can't send til the 22nd July.. Couldn't wait til the end of the day, just had to find a comp to type this! I will cut and paste this when I set up a blog for this.. Yeah, need this or I will explode!! You just sms me that you cried cos you are already missing me! I'm barely holding my emotions lah! Missing your voice already.. Going to miss talking to you before I sleep.. Yeah, maybe this is God's bigger plan.

'Season might change, winter to spring. But I will always love you until the end of time. Come what may".
Thanks for loving me in return.